She’d asked him to explain something he couldn’t even explain to himself.
“I don’t like you,” he said. “I need you”
“You can ask me why i need you” he whispered. “But i don’t know, i just know that i do..i miss you, i want to be with you all the time. You are the smartest girl i have ever met, and the finniest, and everything you do surprises me. And i wish i could say that those are the reason i like you….”
“I don’t like you, i….i can’t do this”
“Why not?” He said
“It’s embarassing,,i’m afraid i’ll say too much…i’m afraid i’ll tell you the truth”
“I don’t like you, …..i think….i live for you..all i do when we’re apart is think about you, and all i do when we are together is panic. Because every second feels so important. And because i’m so out of control, i can’t help myself. I’m not even mine anymore, i’m yours, and what if you decide that you don’t want me? How could you want me like i want you?”
—-inspire from Eleanor & Park
Alay ya kayaknya, tapi ya gitu. Nulisin ini sambil senyam senyum karena di ucapin “selamat tahun baru” sama Duta S07 lewat TV hahahahha. Udah om om tetep aja tjakeps ya, iya dia tu cakep nggak handsome. Apa deh.
Temen ada sih yang mirip Duta, terusss? Yaudah gitu aja.